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Apr 03, 2009 08:44

I realized this morning that people actually genuinely like me.

It's a strange thing that I guess I hadn't realized before. Maybe years of feeling like a geek, a faggot, and a loser have finally started to wear off?

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thisdancewedo April 3 2009, 15:50:19 UTC
...Wow, that is huge. That is...wow. Congratulations, I mean that!

...And so very true. Hope I'm on your list, because I definitely qualify! :)

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tigersong April 4 2009, 21:07:22 UTC
It was a strange and yet pretty huge realization, indeed. I don't think I even really realized that I even had those ideas in my head... that somehow, I was fundamentally someone who had to fake it to be liked, that interactions I had with people would always be coloured by the fact that I was somehow not worthy, or something, of being liked by people... very under the surface low self-image, or something... always unpopular, in my own head, always unliked and unlikable...

weird. The realization was pretty huge, actually.

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summerkatherine April 3 2009, 16:02:21 UTC
I love you. Call me tonight or tomorrow?

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tigersong April 4 2009, 21:07:39 UTC
I'm free for most of today... call me when you can.

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rachel2205 April 3 2009, 17:39:15 UTC
Hooray!

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tigersong April 4 2009, 21:07:48 UTC
:) Thanks!

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anonymous April 3 2009, 19:05:24 UTC
It is strange how good you feel when you finally realize it, isn't it.
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Buoyancy

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tigersong April 4 2009, 21:08:04 UTC
Yeah... It is a good feeling. Thanks!

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bdouville April 3 2009, 21:38:47 UTC
Well, I genuinely like you.

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tigersong April 4 2009, 21:08:13 UTC
The feeling is mutual!

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