So yeah... went to edgefest... saw lots of bands.  Placebo, My Chemical Romance, Bullet for my Valentine, Popa Roach, A Fire Inside (AFI), Say Anything, Finger Eleven, and so on and so forth ( Read more... )

I suppose I should start by informing most of you, that I am infact still alive ( Read more... )

I'm tired and sore as hell.  Feel like a bum today, Brandon and Stacy have done everything for getting the house in order.  I've spent all day being fustrated and pissed over the plumbing.  But good news I finaly located the exact source of the problem.  May have done enough to it that it'll finish correcting itself for me.  Thought I'd gotten it ( Read more... )

Due to a bank error, my mortgage didn't get paid... now it's going to be late which will be troublesome.
Well I'll just have to figure something out I always do after all.

I may wait til friday anyway to paythem.  Get the Credit Union to issue me a single check so I can pay them online.
I'm still going to have late fees, and it's still going to be a ( Read more... )

How do I say this.  A writting mood has struck me lately, and so perhaps I should simply make it a poem.

The world had become darkness.
My humanity burned away by the flames.
Anger and Pain were my only companions.
I had been swept up within the black flames.
Consumed to the core by the raw destruction.

The tides of life had parted.
Turned to steam by the ( Read more... )

Well EJ, you were good for a laugh.  You screamed and threw a hissy fit about being judged... yet all you seem to do is judge others.  you got pissed because you were told what you were going to do, before you did it, screamed that I was wrong.... and then proved me right.

Face it.  You're a hypocrite.  you rant against people dropping friends who ( Read more... )

I was driving through little rock... pondering my recent problems. Then I realized something.

You were the first person that I had opened up to about how I felt about myself. I didn't feel that way because I was down, I talked about it because I was down. You didn't even take a month, hell you only took a day or two over 2 weeks before you used it ( Read more... )

I don't expect everyone to understand.
I don't expect everyone to stick with me.

I'm so cold here lately.
no matter how hot it is around me... no matter how many jackets I wear... I'm so cold. it's a cold that comes from within.

I need to eat something... I haven't been eating anything.
I've not been sleeping either.... I can't let this happen ( Read more... )

I just clawed my way out of the pit. time to dive back in and see how deep it goes, i dont want to but i have to. so yeah geronimo. see ya when or if i claw my way back out again.

I know this is going to sound egosentric, maybe even a bit down to some. but really I don't think it is ( Read more... )