Once again long distance kicks my butt.

well, summer is going interestingly enough. Lots of work, lots of love, and lots of tears, already. Its barely even begun.

I'm tired of people....i wonder if God ever get's tired of people....if i was God I would hate everyone. Like I do right now. At least I strongly dislike everyone. the only people I need are Beth and Brian because those are the only people besides God that get me and don't think i'm an absolute freak ( Read more... )

My favorite part of the old test. is that every time God calls to someone they answer back "Here I am." That is so beautiful to me. I wish I could do that. It would be my secret weapon.

I experienced Camas this weekend. And...I LOVED IT!!!! It is possibly the most beautiful place on the entire earth. Well...at least the most beautiful out of the places that I've been. That could change when I decide to travel the world and hold babies. (That's always what i imagine when i think about going to different countries. Holding different ( Read more... )

Started teaching little kids to read in spanish at my sister's classroom this week. I love little kids. No one can stop me, everytime I see one i just get so excited. They're beautiful, and the second day that I showed up all 12 of them made a line and proceeded to take turns giving me hugs. LOVE IT!!! I can remember they're names but I call them ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how you can wake up one morning and feel fantastic. Go to church, still feeling fantastic, but the moment that you walk into your house realize you have parents, four rediculously obnoxious dogs, and not enough time to hang out with the people you love...it's so easy to become a frowny-face poop. My dad asked me to burn the christmas ( Read more... )

Another christmas passed and another moment of me standing like I'm behind invisable glass trying to de-taint the words and traditions my family forces us to bear like trophies of unappriciated memories that have only destorted our perceptions of "family-time" and reduced our respect to another notch below zero. I stand and I wonder to what extent ( Read more... )

If an accolade were required I am unconvinced of whether or not I would be able to despose of one upon you. I am furious and uninterestedly bitter when you speak to me, or perhaps even the general location I might at any given time be occupying. Patience is lost and irritability has unmistakably become an obvious inhabitant of a venomous grudge. ( Read more... )

Unfortunate though it is that I cannot communicate to you about my thoughts properly, I will not, or perhaps have no desire to decifer the ill-concieved thoughts that I have accumulated. There are features within us that we try despirately to with hold and refuse those who might be interested, or possess just an ounce of curiousity, the ( Read more... )