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i wrote an email to cesar...
i know i probably shouldn't be writing this to you. the truth is, i know this is only going to end with me getting hurt. and i told myself i wouldnt go through this again, but look, its happening once more.
i guess i should just get right to the point. i don't really get why we're not friends anymore. i always thought that we'd stay good friends, or at least acquaintances. and i guess there was some sort of reason for it. all i really want to know is why. i just wanted some sort of explanation or closure for this. i dont want to sit here and wonder anymore. i just want to know what happened. whats your opinion on whatever it is? all i want is the truth, whether or not its going to hurt.
in the past week or so, ive changed, a lot. i got tired of people walking all over me. i got tired of people putting down my decisions and making me feel like shit. i do things for me now. i go by my own beliefs and decisions, and things have been turning out ok. i don't get as close with my friends as i used to, but i guess thats for the best.
i guess thats all i really wanted to say. i dont know exactly whats going to happen after this, but i guess ill just have to wait and see. if you ever want to talk or whatever, ive changed my screen name to LightxthexStars. please, if anything, just write me back to that screen name, because im going to delete this one soon. thanks in advance.
hopefully i did the right thing...
<3
i know i probably shouldn't be writing this to you. the truth is, i know this is only going to end with me getting hurt. and i told myself i wouldnt go through this again, but look, its happening once more.
i guess i should just get right to the point. i don't really get why we're not friends anymore. i always thought that we'd stay good friends, or at least acquaintances. and i guess there was some sort of reason for it. all i really want to know is why. i just wanted some sort of explanation or closure for this. i dont want to sit here and wonder anymore. i just want to know what happened. whats your opinion on whatever it is? all i want is the truth, whether or not its going to hurt.
in the past week or so, ive changed, a lot. i got tired of people walking all over me. i got tired of people putting down my decisions and making me feel like shit. i do things for me now. i go by my own beliefs and decisions, and things have been turning out ok. i don't get as close with my friends as i used to, but i guess thats for the best.
i guess thats all i really wanted to say. i dont know exactly whats going to happen after this, but i guess ill just have to wait and see. if you ever want to talk or whatever, ive changed my screen name to LightxthexStars. please, if anything, just write me back to that screen name, because im going to delete this one soon. thanks in advance.
hopefully i did the right thing...
<3