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another day, another thing to avoid :D
so, yeah. im awake. yay. id rather be snuggled up in bed, but i got stuffs to do. bleh. i called the riley chase apts this morning & found out that kaz & i can turn in just our apps w/ app fee & not worry about the holding fee. which is cool. i gotta call daddy & see if i need $$ if he'd be able to help, but i want to hold off until i need it. but ( Read more... ) -
I want...
So. Lots to say. Not much desire...maybe that's not the right word. Not much incentive, I guess, is sadly more accurate, to say it. This has been the worst year I've had in 8 years. I've been through a lot. Over the years, through my life. Drama and dramatics and lies that could drive an honest person to insanity. Then what? Things just never seem ( Read more... ) -
so its been a while
so another random post time. umm..im in school. like, a lot. 5 classes, 3 campuses, 2 online. working in a city the opposite direction 3 days a week. lots of reading. lots of papers. lots of stuff i care not for, which has little impact on my life, but the system says i need. my birthday passed just over a week ago, im 26 now. first birthday alone ( Read more... ) -
Kevin
So things seem to be going well w/ Kevin. Though, honestly, I'm scared to let myself completely go the way he has. i hate that im having that trouble, but i am so scared. never been one to do well w/ heart break. but, then again, i could be saying that cuz he's not here. when he's here there is no holding back. he's amazing. he's sweet and he makes ( Read more... ) -
May 16, 2008 blog from myspace
Yayness. More Kevin :) I picked him up Wed b-4 class & took him home this morning (Fri) :) Lots of goodness times. We went to the aquarium Thurs, and the Siesta Key beach (b-e-a-utiful!) and then got home around 4ish & swam unitl prolly 6 ish then had some ziti dinner :) Small toast to the new baby of Ruu's (don't get too excited, apparently it's 2 ( Read more... ) -
Kevin Ronal Portes
So, yesterday I met super awesome Kevin. He's my new default pic *go, look. i'll wait* ... did you look? i bet you didn't. you suck. but i don't care if you don't look b/c I know he's adorable :) <3 he's sweet, sincere, respectful, nice, honest, romantic, funny, tons of fun, and loves to snuggle/cuddle/touch/cling :) oddly the opposite of most the ( Read more... ) -
So
i've started my summer classes. calculus is flying b/c we only meet 11 times. one month. crazy. 18 week class shoved into 4 weeks. crazy. my ONLINE macroeconomics class is pretty full, too, but not so bad. i should be okay in both. i hope fall doesn't kill me. 5 classes. heavy load. haven't done that since my 1st year of college & i wasn't working ( Read more... ) -
ps
and then he deleted me from his myspace. *sigh* this isn't a time issue at all... -
so...
let's update. since the last entry *sigh* darin wasn't seeing his ex for the last 3 years. he was seeing his OTHER gf. yeah. penny intuition did it again. and penny intuition is also got me thinking bobby wants to sleep w/ someone else or found someone else or something. point is, he's not with me. he broke up w/ me. said he needs less drama (my ( Read more... ) -
another one down
so there goes another guy to other women online. darin gave my phone number out by mistake last night. wonder how long he's been giving his out w/o mistake. *sigh* im not seeing him anymore. im better than that now. i was already feeling alone & dejected dating him anyway. he came over & cried a bunch till about 2 am. i feel no pity for him. i ( Read more... )