I'm done with people. Seriously I can't take it anymore. So want to talk about owing people an apology? if you don't think I'm a good friend then thats fine. If you don't want to be friends with me there is nothing I can do about it. I don't know what you want me to say. We've both put eachother in shitty situations throughout the years, and you ( Read more... )

So what have I been up to? I feel like I never update this thing as much as I would like. Which works both ways good and bad. Good becuase it keeps people out of my life who have no business being there in the first place and bad because I don't get to write about my antics and fun. So on Friday night Maria and I ended up going to the mall and then ( Read more... )

Oh lord am I that hopeless? So this lesbian thing really isn't working out for me all that well. I mean sure I haven't given it a really good go, but I do like boys. Maybe it will be something I just have to get use to. I girl just doesn't smell the same. Anyway so I'm reading this book and the book made me think, hey why don't I sign up for ( Read more... )

Day #1 of being a lesbian - Nothing really to report. Nothing has changed but I feel more bitter. Doesn't it figure the the minute I become a lesbian sex shop boy calls me wanting to hang out. I might I mean he probably knows some lesbians he can fix me up with , and Jake thinks that he likes boys so its safe. I'm thinking about subscribing to a ( Read more... )

Fuck it. I've decided to be a lesbian becuase I don't think I can be a nun. I don't even know why I put in any effort at all. Just knowing that I'll be disappointed. Sometimes I just wish I was a gay man. They have is so much easier. Maybe I should just be a lesbian. Or maybe I should just go down to the dark lady and pick up a new boy, of course ( Read more... )

OMG and seeing the picture on jakes journal made me remember the most horrible part of Saturday night. So his turn to drive he goes to drop me off at home and because I wanted to listen to fancy so we went around the block, of course he was drunk... So was I... So anyway he goes to let me out and smashes into the curb, I think he broke a peice of ( Read more... )

Jake has stolen the mojo back... Well at least some of it which is good because its too much for one person to have... So Friday night he came up and wen went out... Everyone was hitting on him, it was insane, like it hasn't been like that for a few months. But this guy walks up to him and was like "my friend thinks your hot." Then later we find ( Read more... )

Calm the fuck down, I've been busy... Well not really too busy to write I just don't know what to write about I mean check out bsb I wrote something in there about our trip. So yeah I had a great time, sorry for making you walk so much, my feet still hurt a little, well maybe not but you know how when you think about something its like you make it ( Read more... )

Amazing, simply amazing...

So the new place is GREAT!!! Moved in on Sunday and everything looks really good... Finished unpacking for the most part just a few knick-knacks that still need a home... My roomie went away on vacation so it's just me all alone in this big house... It was a little weird the first night but I'm getting use to it... and the commute couldn't be any ( Read more... )