I'm not depressed nor am I sad. I am really quite content actually. I have no reason not to be- things are wonderful in my life right now. But nonetheless, there is something missing. Something that was once there that I don't know what to do without.
I wish someone would put a spell on me. One that would take me to where my dreams become reality. Where the sweetness is so close you can taste it. Where all negative feelings disappear. And there is nothing but joy and light.
So I'm caught in a hampster wheel. Running so hard that I'm completely out of breath. My body is shutting down; muscles are seizing.
This hampster wheel I speak of is a vicious cycle that continues over and over again in my life. But even though I recognize it, how do I stop the wheel? How can I change the course or the direction of it?