Well, I'm not dead, although I wasn't sure if my fever was going to cook my brain or not. The coughing just won't stop. Sickness and other assorted bitchings aside, today was gorgeous. The sun was out, the sky was blue and it was 69 degrees. I just wish I'd been more alive to enjoy the day. Tomorrow I go on a field trip during my geology lab. That ( Read more... )

Jesus christ do they hurt. Every time I cough it feels like someone is pulling my ribs up my bronchial tubes, through my throat and out my neck. Fuck sickness. Fuck viruses. Fuck bacteria. DO YOU HEAR ME, SICKNESS?! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!! Take the fever, take the coughing, the chills, the weakness, the headache and SHOVE THEM UP YOUR ( Read more... )

Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band

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Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:Blind MelonAre you male or female:Candy SaysDescribe yourself:Seed to a TreeHow do some people feel about you:I WonderHow do you feel about yourself:SkinnedDescribe your ( Read more... )

This is what eating a tree would taste like. I'm avoiding my homework. I've got some of it done, but I just don't want to continue. I want to finish, but I don't want to continue. I hope that makes sense. It's staring at me....burning a hole in the back of my leg. 'Work on me!! You have to!! or you'll FAIL!!!' I hear it calling softly. Mardi Gras ( Read more... )

I've totally stolen this from Kat.

If you read this
You must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want,
it can be good or bad.
Just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal,
and see what people remember about you ...

My tonsils feel like two ready-to-burst sausages lodged in my throat. It's pretty fucking painful. I can hardly swallow. I thought my immune system was virtually invinceable, but I guess the incredbile amount of stress from this weekend made it skip a beat. I went to the student death center and got checked out and got meds. It's not strep, ( Read more... )

It struck me that Mara ( Read more... )

I just got back from band practice and I don't think anyhting could ruin my mood right now. I'm so fucking happy. Today I was the first time that really felt that I have come out of my depression. I can smile with honesty. But the the point is that the song I wrote before the break worked. It fucking WORKED. Everything came together and it was ( Read more... )

I haven't been that sick in a long time, but I was able to take care of myself. I know when I should get up and get it over with. Puking can make you feel so much better. I had less than most everyone at that party, except maybe megan. I only had 1 1/2 mixed drinks, 2 shots, and half a beer to drink. I was so fucking dizzy. I could never handle ( Read more... )

About half of 2004 was decent, and the other half, this last half was pretty god awful for me. I don't think I've ever been depressed this long. Nothing about this fall semester has felt right. I feel sometimes that I've lost the friendships I once had with people very close to me, people I loved dearly. I don't know why. Of course, that whole loss ( Read more... )