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Things have not changed much, I am looking for a job out in the flushing area, to save money so that I can move. I have lost touch with most all of my friends, and that bothers me, but in a way I suppose it is better. Very few of them didnt drag me down. I miss talking to Candace and Erica.. that is about it anymore. On some days I miss talking ( Read more... )

I am still around... just not in the mood to write any journals. I may go to MWO tomarrow... but then again. I may not. Bye

Hey guess what!!!! I got my tounge peirced!!!! So did Amanda and Sam, yay for group efforts. Going to the movies.... yay for my short lil post.

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My hair will once again be blue black... YaY for black. My blonde roots were showing again and that is a bad thing. I cant wait till Friday... at least I think it is this Friday, payday. I need to pick up my contacts from the optomatrist, because I cant see worth shit right now and I cant drive. So Amanda is taking me to and picking me up from ( Read more... )

My sexual frustrations have not yet been ummm aliveated. So that kinnda really sucks.. but the night is still young so that may change. I hope..... Hell I will even go as far as to say I pray. I look all cute and stuff tonight. I wore this pink and black shirt of Nikki's and Amanda's Black and white pants. I think I am going to stop talking ( Read more... )

I want sex now god damnit!!!!!

I am still confused about what to do about what I wrote in my last entry but that is okie. I think I am jus going to go nun for a while. Except for the marrying jesus thing... I could never marry Jesus.... jus as in the no guys no sex aspect. Most of my friends dont believe I can do that, I am not even sure I can do that ( Read more... )

I am really confused right now, I like this guy but one of my friends likes him to, and she tol' me I could have him, that she would let me. But I dun know if I can even attempt it because of that fact. I dont want her to be unhappy, but I dont want to be unhappy either... maybe I will just be alone for the time being..... ~sighs~ Anybody have ( Read more... )