have you ever had that one friend who you feel like you're always trying to help- talking to, being a shoulder to cry on for, taking care of them when they get drunk, and then you realize that even after all that, they're not going to be that friend for you? friendship is about reciprocity and you expect to get back what you put in. it just really ( Read more... )

here is a list of people i am NOT MARRYING .

EVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i dont need to list them. you already know. dun dun dun

thats fucked up no kid of mine,, no.

drunk. rachel.

alright, i have no problem whatsoever going to the office. i like it. you dont hear me complaining about it. but then today, after its fricken hurricaning all morning, its gets down to a light shower, so I'm driving to work and my drivers side WINDHSIELD WIPER BLADE SNAPS OFF. what the hell. so a little later, i try again, figuring hey, no big deal ( Read more... )

well catherine and I had a fun sleepover with dad last night, singing little mermaid after a few daiquiris kicks ass. I'm glad we can have serious/embarrassing/sad conversations and still manage to end up being ridiculously fun drunks. we think we are so funny. I think its that way with all the sewing circle girls...we're the funniest people we ( Read more... )

i am so motherfucking lonely right now.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

so lately my habit of sleeping a lot has become a consuming lethargy; even the nights don't keep me awake. I sleep all the time and never feel rested. basically, I have thyroid porblems-it all fits, the heart palpitations, all the weight that I'm gainging and cant lose even on a strict diet. I'm going to go on thursday and get my blood checked to ( Read more... )

so who surprised me with a visit yesterday? I'll give you one guess :o) its getting less weird but it still feels so weird to be so in love/ theres no drama, no uncertainty. just love. im so thankful. its all i ever wanted it to be. ;o ( Read more... )

im excited about this week. everyone is coming home, so ill have people to play with, and hopefully i'll get to see elon....maybe ill even get a job at barnes and noble. i havent applied yet, but hey, positive thinking never killed anyone's fish. (rip squishy). and p.s. i really like my brown hair :o) love my darlings, and i miss you out of towners ( Read more... )

i have rarely felt so insulted in my life. to know that you acually believe that...well, i guess i have to say it takes a lot of personal pride (or, as some would call it, flagrant arrogance). i guess its my fault for allowing myself to be hurt by the fact that you evidently think im that sort of weepy, needy, unattractive person you make me out to ( Read more... )