Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

i had an amazing dream last night i am just not going to tell you guys about it because i am a bastard like that and you never know who reads these things...lol

guys there is so much to write about new york...it kicked ass and i wish i didn't have to leave...i would like to move up there. it was amazing ( Read more... )

i am alive and well for those who wanted to know ( Read more... )

i need a break from this

but then again i love it

i hate how things happened but it was neccessary

i am drowning in the ocean of my own lies, I AM NOT WAVING! I AM SCREAMING FOR HELP!

perfect little dream ( Read more... )

i listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice i heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away

AS these self destructive patterens start to take hold, i can't help but wonder "what happened? Who destroyed my dreams? Was it me? or something greater? or are they destroyed ( Read more... )

staring at the sea ( Read more... )

just try and figure me out motherfuckers

just try

a beautiful day, beyond belief, but when i left this day in my life, i left with a heavy heart and many things racing through my head that would be difficult for me to confess to anyone ( Read more... )