I Feel Sick....

[tilleybear]

I feel sick, and vulnerable. My birthday had mostly ups, but the downs were very, very low... I'm not very happy at this exact moment. I think I may just be tired, I don't know. I don't really know what's going on in my life and it feels like shit. But on a good note, Brent told me that I was acting like I did before Bloomington. That's good I

Comments

[marvaanagh]

That was not you being a fake. People are more complicated than that. Just because you were depressed alot does not mean that overall you weren't happy, but depression has a way of tinting everything in your life to the point that you cannot remember that you were happy which then depresses you more. It's a vicious cycle. And as for hiding your true feelings you are a fool if you think pretending they aren't there is going to help. Of course we will worry about you Adam, you have so many people who care about you, but all we can do is be there should you need us.

[cornered_ego]

dude. i totally didn't know it was your birthday. happy belated my dear.