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and so it goes...
all i want is for this all to be over...
strike that..
all i want is to not be the bad guy all of the time...
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oh really. ..
dear b,
please leave me alone already. i dont want to be bothered with you anymore. i dont feel bad about leaving. fuck off.
and if you cant do that, well, try...
never again yours,
tilly -
Ten Things Most People Dont Know About Me
1) i am scared of the dark
2) i dont believe in the christian idea of god, but am still worried about going to hell.
3) monogamy is something i am not very good at
4) my mom is my best friend
5) i have an odd branch of OCD, i need change. i dye my hair, move my furniture, get peircings, change makeup. i think it comes from moving around so much as a ( Read more... ) -
hello there mister yesterday
we were together for 5 years. and i feel oddly calm about us not being together.
he called me last night, after a month of seperation. and his voice wasnt even familiar and comforting to me like it always has been. it really makes me wonder if i should have done this sooner...
we talked for a while, about pleasentries, nothing deep or emotional. ( Read more... ) -
dear 7am,
i hate you. why cant you be later?
i dont want to be here sharing an uncomfortable bed with two annoying dogs, and my super clingy furbaby.
much rather be cuddled up to a warm not so little little guy ^_^
but i guess its good practice for when i have to go home again....
regardless, fuck you 7am. rot in bloody hell .
sincerely,
tilly
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im a bigger person than the size on my pants, love
i got a curve to me, no straight lines here.(and i promise to use my contours to your advantage love)
size is a number, not a scale of beauty.its taken so long to realize that the number on the tag is not a reverse scale for how absolutely beautiful i am. i will never be a size 1. at my smallest, 120 lbs, skin and bones and looking deathly thin and ( Read more... ) -
walk away and dont turn back
i fall in love every day... with the moon and stars, with the ground and sky... with those that make me wonder what im doing, and those that make me wonder what ive done...
as a child i searched for meaning everywhere. as i am i still havent found any at all...
i left my comfortably numb life for this existence of unkown. im throwing myself into a ( Read more... ) -
new beginings
its been years since i had a livejournal account... i dont even know if my old ones are active anymore...i just feel like i need a more personal place to express things, only open to the people who matter to me... facebook is so impersonal and , devoid maybe... well, more to come :) just want something here to fix up my space ^_^
Bye loves.