SUCH A POINTLESS ENTRY, why do i even bother

im hungry. but not. sept kinda yeah...im bored and should be in bed, sleeping, cause im stupid, and should shut up. but does she, NO, she just keeps on existing. get busy dying, good movie. thats what i am doing. dying. bye

ACKLBUGGERS yup im in the strange mood right now, im very forward but i dont mean half the things i say, and im feeling guilty bout not studying and horrible about nuthin at all and i need a pill that will make me numb to all feelings so im just going to put as my mood numb so maybe that will make it true *fingers crossed*

Lets NOT update how bout so that i can hold on to it FOREVER and keep it inside untill someone asks a stupid question and then ill blow up and cry/yell/scream at them/ bang my head into a wall and then ill go home lay on my bed and sleep until i cant escape reality anymore and then ill trudge around like a zombie, and when that certain someone ( Read more... )

i dont really have much to say, suprisingly :) well ill tell you what i did today. i got up around 12:45 when my mom opened the door and said, "wake up sweety" nice way to wake up, i actully liked it. i was startled and had put a pnytail in when i went to bed the night befor (dunno why) lifted my head up and it was hillarious cause i had this itty ( Read more... )

I SMELL GOOOD!!! yeah took shower and smell gooood. anywho, im kinda sad cause i have nothing to do and its NEW YEARS EVE come on, shouldnt everyone have a place to go tonight? well ill get over it. my ultimate happyness is gone, of course, which has been replaced with annoyance. my parents are getting on my nerves. nothing in particular just ( Read more... )

hey people, ive been in this great mood lately but i dunno why....:) well im just gonna go with it. now aubs has had suregery so cant talk but i really wanna see her so i shall, hopfully...:) kaytis b day is today...YEAH its gonna be a good one. really wanna see her today but probably wont cause i have to finish my proj. :P hate bio, it haunts me ( Read more... )

good time, yesterday i seriously spent about the whole day from 10 in the morning to 2 in the morning watching tv, i COULDNT STOP!!! it twas scary. so yeah, i missed a great day yesterday. it was my favorite weather, windy nice temp and sunnyish. well me and my blow torch are gettin along nicely. it loves me and i love it, la de da de. well my ( Read more... )

i wish life could go back to the way it was, with out people, wish i could stop me in the past from meeting certain people and stopping some of my friends from meeting other people. but i cant and right now i have to deal with my bad grades, fake friends, health, anger, emotions, why cant you leave me ALONE!!!!!!

Hey guys havent updated in a while, well ever since break started, lots has happen thats not really all that important, but im gonna write about it ANYWAY, ha ( Read more... )