i'm a mouse. a mouse in a psychological conditioning experiment. life's a huge maze with tons of paths leading to unknown destinations. i keep getting zapped and i keep turning around to find another way to the cheese. sometimes the zap isn't enough to keep me from the path i want to go down.

i need my damn cheese

today sucked. i'm making three baked potatos.

i graduated into my 22nd year of life successfully. also moved out of the place on commercial and back to oakland park, the birthplace of my young adulthood ( Read more... )

life's on a nice gradual incline again, things are shaping up. i've been grabbing a lot of business though a consulting website, and i think it might just be what i need to get stable again ( Read more... )

got my power back on, through a series of miracles, with the help of people who cared.
got a great shot at a job, a nice job that involves doing what i want to do ( Read more... )

i found out my mom doesn't have breast cancer.
the electricity is coming back.

i could use a job.
Amanda is great.

I'm back online for a little while. I convinced my neighbor to let me hook my wireless router to his DSL ( Read more... )

i actually hate... not just dislike, almost everything and every circumstance in my life right now ( Read more... )

i'm such a fucking moron ( Read more... )

i don't really know what to say about what i want to say.