I drove last night. Drove for miles, down endless highways, with no destination. I love doing that - nothing but the sound of the engine, the soft (or loud, depending on my mood) music playing, and the sight of lanes that will seemingly never end. The flat landscape has always comforted me, the night skies in the middle of nowhere are amazing. ( Read more... )

You know that feeling you get when you're falling - like on a roller coaster or something - and your stomach feels flurry, like butterflies, just twenty times more intense... and you feel weightless. You can't stop smiling. This feeling should never, ever leave. I feel too perfect to let it be torn from me ( Read more... )

( hee yourself, missy. )

I think I'll leave it up to him to go into detail about things first... I think it's only fair.

Jenny, that picture is the greatest - my cowboy hat is absolutely pimp! Like I said, if I weren't me and I saw that picture, I'd want to do me.

... Okay, not really, but .. yeah.

When friends kidnap you and drive you down to Lincoln from Omaha to take you to your favorite bar (I've had some good times at O'Rourke's.. good times), it always ends in disaster. This time, I ended up in a random hotel room in Los Angeles with only ten dollars in my pocket, a hangover, and the sounds of sirens ringing outside ( Read more... )

I've been happy lately, which is quite the improvement. My tongue doesn't yearn for liquor, like it normally does. It's a wonderful feeling, the lack of sadness. I haven't felt so giddy in... god, I don't even remember. It's almost as if all I've ever known is my own self-loathing and melancholy position, but now it's been flipped upside down ( Read more... )

Apparently, I should be kicked by an armless person, the fact that Snoop Dogg carries an umbrella "fo drizzle" is not funny, and I'm not a comedian.

This post brought to you by Miss Jenny Lewis.

How the hell do I get back into this must_be_pop thing? I'm active again! -insert pouty face here-

__brandon makes me smile.

__brandon showed up out of nowhere. Hot damn! ..I did not just say that, your eyes were fooling you. Anyway, now I have an excuse to get up off my lazy ass and show my face a little more around here. All of these awesome kids are showing up, and I need to stop being so avoidant. Plus, conversations with my bottle of vodka aren't exactly the most ( Read more... )

I'm hiding from AIM, because I know if I'll sign on, no one will say hello. Except for maybe Jenny, who had a sudden epiphany and decided, one day, just to like me out of nowhere. But she'll probably make me sing, and I'm too tired to even hum a tune.

"I'll be back tomorrow with my Superman action, I'm off to save the world."