Don't pay attention, it's just me bitching again....more to myself than anyone else

[tim_grey]

You know what i just realized? I'm not as amazing as i thought i was. Ya, it's true...i am a fucking self-absorbed kid with a ginormous ego who only cares about himself. To think i wasn't was just pure folly. No one in the long run will remember me, no one who doesn't know me now cares, nor should they, and just cuz i look at myself and think i

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[summers_virtue]

Ok, that's it. There shall be none of this for my beautiful, wise, Yoga-san. I'm taking you to Vegas with Jess and I. We're going to pary all night under the illuminated streets, take pictures with real life hookers, and enjoy some "satanic" ways of being in the city of sin.
I'm kidnapping you, so HA!
<3!!
Rheea

[tim_grey]

why not? after all, i'm going to hell anyways, why not increase my chances of being top dawg?

[summers_virtue]

Hey, I -so- called top dawg of hell position when I was five! Not giving it up! But what about favorite minion? It's like a family down there ^_^

[shadowshark]

Gosh Yoga. I don't know why it has to be so hard. I don't know why it never really gets better, you only get better at faking it... first for others, then to yourself just to keep going. I've been there, and the only answer I can find to help stick your head above the waves, if even for a short time, is just to find happiness in things exactly as they are. Just say to yourself that ... just separate from reality for a time and be happy with exactly what you have, things exactly the way they are now, because if you're going to be happy, you have to be happy right now. Tomorrow never comes. There's a word for that kind of thinking... escapism, but fate doesn't seem to be trying to help us in any way, so somehow we have to help ourselves. It'll all get better in time? I wish I could tell you that, but it doesn't seem to be true. You just have to change what you allow to change you. And don't listen to your mom if she's trying to make you feel like it's not ok to be sad. That's pretty ignorant. Much love for you, unending, Yoga.

[tim_grey]

thank you morgan....you are so deep sometimes, i wish i could be like you...but you're right...i guess i just get caught up in all this teen drama.....i love you forever as well

[muteness]

I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING IM HERE. IF ANYONE MAKES YOU SAD I'LL RUN THEM OVER WITH MY CAR. Call me lol.

[tim_grey]

aww, yay! then we can make kitty food with what is left of them!! my kitty would be happy.....i love you too!!

words that can't be said, but i am blunt

[snorkledreams]

My dearest, kindest yoga.....feeling sad, depressed, hurt whatever. God damn emotions...I once read somewhere that emotional pain is worse than physical pain. What do you do when you feel bummed? Nothing you really can do. Life throws these gosh darn curve balls, some may hit you but hey others just curve around you. For saying you, yourself are "self absorded" or whatever is a lie. I truly have never met someone who shows they truly care so much about others. I speak nothing but the truth. Depression....rule number one, don't listen to your mother. No one should be allowed to tell you what to do (haha I just told you what to do) Just think what 2 more years. Freedom comes with patience. I love you <3 Rock on dear friend

Re: words that can't be said, but i am blunt

[tim_grey]

i believe those pple who say that about emotional and physical pain..seems real to me. thank you, but i'm not THAT selfless, but yes, counting down the years.....ugh.....i hope i am patient enough.....I love you

[goth_kid]

dearest yoga...you know what i say...If life throws lemons at you, go get a 2 by 4 and smack life in the head with it...MUHAHAHAHA!!!! and guess what, wishes do come true be i wished for us to get ack together like 5 or 6 days before we ended up getting back together...I am your night in shining armor and you are my night in shining armor...never forget it