Well, i've been looking at colleges-ish and i think i've found one i really like. jes(thank you!!) is going to it too. It's called FiDM (Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising), and it's in LA(the one i wanna go to). It makes me both sad and excited to be looking at college and tuition and housing, because i know that once i go off to LA ( Read more... )

The whole purpose of this post is to apologize (i seem to do that alot on here) for being so self-absorbed. Making something so little that I do into something that could possibly be bad was stupid, to say the least. I felt so stupid whining about my life when others out there have it alot worse. Quite alot worse. And so i am sorry got this ( Read more... )

I saw a dog get hit by a car and run over twice today. His body was all crumpled and limp in the road. It made me sad to see that it was the owners fault...he had let the dog off its leash in the middle of a busy intersection. Dumb ass. I don't think many people think about what they do before they do it...i try, but who am i kidding? i'm just ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that a wonderful man brought me flowers for no apparent reason. I want to marry that man. I also want to be that man.

I woke up this morning and scared myself. I remembered that last night i spent over an hour plucking out hairs. And then i remembered how i almost plucked my eyebrows out completely. I know it isn't that bad, but it kinda makes me nervous that i would do that just to get rid of stress....it's just so relaxing, i guess.

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Thank you sarah..i love you

Hold Me...fuck, i'm not usually like this. I look at my face in the mirror and it is no wonder i can't have anyone...the ugliness outside shadows the not-so-ugly inside. fuck

Oh fuck, i'm shaking again. And now I'm crying again. Fuck. I hate boys. Fuckers. Why do they gotta be such asses? Flakey, unpredictable, unloving. I'm always the one who asks everyone out, plans everything, spends all the money, taking care of them, helping them with their shit. I want the same. I want someone to love me. LOVE ME!! i ( Read more... )

yes, so i kinda did what cesar did...but you should definatly look at mine, cuz it is pretty random and hopefully somewhat even remotely humorous? i don't know....

here is a quiznessness thingy... Test your knowledge of me! and then See how much worse the others did!

You know what is interesting? Everything. I mean, if you think about something long enough it can become interesting, especially if you go deep into it's meaning, past, future, the process of which it came into existance. For example, the Internet window. For me, it is surrounded by a blue shiney border. Ever sit there and think: wow, someone ( Read more... )