o man, this might be the best list ever. props to jon and matt c ( Read more... )

i love life. i decided that last night. i really cant complain. i mean, i have a great girlfriend, friends are awesome, my parents are actually not mad at me for smoking, and hopefully ill get my baby back soon. this weekend is showing some serious promise. i really hope it works out like i want it to.

some old poems i found ( Read more... )

if theres one poem i want you to read, its this one:

There R no words 2 express
how much I truely care
so many times I fantisize of
feelings we can share
My heart has never known
the Joy u bring 2 me
As if GOD knew what I wanted
and made u a reality
I'd die 2 hold u or 2 kiss u
or merely to see your face
my stomach quivers my body shivers
and my heart ( Read more... )

In the event of my Demise ( Read more... )

im really sorry about everything. i wish there was something i could say to make this all go away. i feel absolutely terrible because all this is my fault. im over reacting so much over something that really shouldnt be an issue. it just really got to me for some reason. i think its because im just really comfortable around you. whether its on the ( Read more... )

hot damn. its fuckin gorgeous today. today was fuckin great. i love today. did i say it was good? i love my hannah. its like crack, i just cant get enough.

so im in the computer lab and this dumb whore teacher is talking about forgiving and forgetting. first of all, you teach a computer class. who gives a shit about forgiveness. secondly, women need to get over shit. in the long run, its really not important at all. you need to stop holding grudges. be like men. we dont care. after something happens, ( Read more... )

theres only 47 days left of school. im in love with that idea. last night something was said to me. it really meant a lot to me, but it brought back a lot of memories. we should talk about that. i mean, itd be really cool if it happened, but chances are damn good that it wont ( Read more... )

You know, I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead
Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see, when there aint nothing in sight
Why I am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die