I try to stick to topics in my journal that are erudite, insightfull and are relevant to my life and growth as a person. Well, this isn't one of those. This is a junkfood post. Every day at the end of my shift as a beat cop in south Memphis I come home and out of all the different scenes I've handled each night at least one is worth telling. So ( Read more... )

I've made the decision to undergo gastric bypass surgery for weight loss. I've looked at lap band and tried every quack diet for the last 10 years and I can comfortably give up and let modern medicine do what I lack the self control for, put me on a life-long diet. I've spoken to several "after" patients and I haven't heard anyone regret the ( Read more... )

Frequently I'll pray about something and I'll be granted some epiphany that puts my life into perspective for a week or two. I've been wanting to put togther about 6 cottage industry businesses and see which takes off and develop that one for supplemental income. Recently I decided I wanted to have a little custom bullet business that would sell ( Read more... )

I had a nightmare, the kind that stays with you for years. The kind nobody else really understand how deeply it hurts or how painfull it's full recollection ( Read more... )

Out of nowhere I had an idea. A secret of speech. I'm sure I only captured a part of the notion but what I realized... was for me very profound ( Read more... )

I hear a call go out over my police radio for an injured baby in my policing ward. I rush over there and I see a black lady 21 years old holding a black baby 1 year old. The child has been burnt and has a water line emersion blisters up to mid calf. The child is blistered in other places, both legs, left arm. My partner takes him and we go back to ( Read more... )

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Comcast saw fit to disable my internet connection for a month so I couldn't post to my Live Journal ( Read more... )

How do you tell someone about an unbroachable topic? "THE CONVERSATION" who's alpha is it's omega. I've been given a secret that I cannot communicate.... I'm constrained. I've been shown divinity and am now a madman ready to be dismissed. But, if you have time to waste on a mad-mans ramblings.... Lately over the past year I've had visions, dreamed ( Read more... )