i will not read it. i will kiss those wounds and pretend that they feel better. what have i done? i think this to myself all the time. my friends say nothing. thats the way she is. but the alcohol has all the answers i need. i drink my self silly. its like standing on a cliff. u get so close becuz its an amazing view even tho ur scared. u get so ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning and my mom left the windows open last night and my room is always either hotter/colder than the rest of the house. so i get up and i look at the thermometer and it said 50 degrees. that means my room wuz like 40. aint that a bitch? it wuz all good til i stuck a foot out of the blanket. then it turned to shit. i freaked out ( Read more... )

i kinda dread going bak to skool. all the make up work and im not gonna kno anything. i wanna go to waverly this weekend but im not sure if ill have too much makeup work. it sux. but i will be happy to see every1. its frustrating. korn jus put out a greatest hits album. ill definitly get that. and maybe the new sum 41. that is all.

http://www.freeiPods.com/default.aspx?referer=10108618

^^go to there

u looked super fabulously wonderful 2nite.

PS. RIP rodney dangerfield

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what the hell is wrong with me?

dajaun got his speakers for his car today. makes me very upset. but o well. such is life. things r not going my way. at all. i dont want robyn to go to florida. i really dont. and now shes not coming 2morrow. that makes me sad. i wuz really looking forward to seeing her. what happened to not taking time for granted? i dunno....i begged her to come ( Read more... )

i miss my friends. im counting down til 2morrow.tres fun.

when i get married, will u come ( Read more... )