Trudging is so the word for it. It's seems that's all I do with boys. Just concentrate on the awesome job (even if it is just once a week) and the awesomeness that is you. I'm always telling myself that my mom is really biased, but then somehow she convinces me that I'm awesome and then I feel better for a while. Is your mom talented like that? Maybe you should go see her. Also, going back to Gig Harbor will remind you how GOOD you have it in Seattle!
WHAT THE HELL! So I went back to school today and somehow 2 weeks off seemed to go by SO slowly. I just realized now that tomorrow's Wednesday and I'll be in my second week of school next Tuesday. I don't know what it is about not having plans that causes every trial to drag on and on, but I am so over it.
I did not once think about anything depressing today and it's because I was in school. In Merchandise Buying Techniques I decided that I need to find a career path where I am NEVER home and always working. I'd rather be miserable and have something to show for it than pining for love and... poor.
My mom knows that I will NEVER visit her in Gig Harbor so she comes up every other weekend or so to have lunch and gossip with me. She doesnt say things to make me feel better because she knows I just need someone to talk to that will give me an unbiased opinion.
The economy and weather have been contributing to slow business. When it picks up I get my hours back. John, my boss, is trustworthy, so I think I can trust him not to go back on his word.
Somehow the word miserable sounds so ugly when it's a state of being. Misery always sounds poetic. Maybe it's just you, though. Bleh, I miss stomping up and down Seattle hills with you sorting out life's ambiguities and talking about stupid shit.
i know, i had a moment of breakdown the other day i couldn't help but turn every thought into a nostalgic memory..sometimes it's not fun having an apartment all alone
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I'm always telling myself that my mom is really biased, but then somehow she convinces me that I'm awesome and then I feel better for a while. Is your mom talented like that? Maybe you should go see her. Also, going back to Gig Harbor will remind you how GOOD you have it in Seattle!
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So I went back to school today and somehow 2 weeks off seemed to go by SO slowly. I just realized now that tomorrow's Wednesday and I'll be in my second week of school next Tuesday. I don't know what it is about not having plans that causes every trial to drag on and on, but I am so over it.
I did not once think about anything depressing today and it's because I was in school. In Merchandise Buying Techniques I decided that I need to find a career path where I am NEVER home and always working. I'd rather be miserable and have something to show for it than pining for love and... poor.
My mom knows that I will NEVER visit her in Gig Harbor so she comes up every other weekend or so to have lunch and gossip with me. She doesnt say things to make me feel better because she knows I just need someone to talk to that will give me an unbiased opinion.
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And why did your hours get cut so much?
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The economy and weather have been contributing to slow business. When it picks up I get my hours back. John, my boss, is trustworthy, so I think I can trust him not to go back on his word.
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Misery always sounds poetic. Maybe it's just you, though. Bleh, I miss stomping up and down Seattle hills with you sorting out life's ambiguities and talking about stupid shit.
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i couldn't help but turn every thought into a nostalgic memory..sometimes it's not fun having an apartment all alone
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