well another boring up date. who really gives a shit. well today was fin e i am hungry as hell but o well i will deal with it. i am not angry only frustrated. i think i need to tell the person i like that i like them.I NEED advice
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I have found that Wes Montgomery is the best jazz guitar player i have heard. anyway, had fun at turnabout nothing else is really going on. i have decided to listen to more blues and jazz, i don't know hwy but i find the guitar very very cool. i am NOT GIVING UP METAL, just more weird like 5 minute guitar over lays in songs and stuff. thats all.

nothing to really talk about. West side story is fun but long. Graham came in, he does the dance shit, and we had dance rehesal for 3 hours this week. Other than that nothing much else. having a good time. call me if you need me.
tadder

i dont really know anymore. I dont konw what to do. I thought i knew but i am not sure. What to do with my life. I dont think anybody sees who i am anymore. Tell me if you think you do cause i don't really know.
tadder

west side story is coming along. I didn't go to the Guttermouth show on friday. No more room in the car i guess. o well. saw club dread it was pretty funny. week is going pretty good. other that the Guttermouth thing nothing to complain about.
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well yesterday i had a panic attack and freaked out really bad. my mom said it was time to go to a psychiatrist. I agreed so today i went it turns out that I have General Anxiety Disorder. I worry about everything and anyting. So he told me to relax and gave me breathing exercises to do. I feel alot better. I guess i told my sister that i didn't ( Read more... )

whats left to live for

i made west side story today. that was the highlight.

well everyone knwos who i asked out. o well . go to the second vision show tomorrow. i am going with aaron. Skot if you want a ride call me. anyway today was ok. i jsust kind of wish that i could talk to her about it whatever.
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i don't know anymore. I asked her out and she said something along to lines of, " your a great guy, but i don't know you." I am almost positive that is a no, but i guess there is hope. I am kidding myself. i am a hopeless jackass. My dad hates his job, he hasn't gotten home till like 8:30 every night after goin' into work at 4:30. o well always ( Read more... )