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but that feeling of being at home is only momentarily comforting. i soon realize that this home is barren of friendship, recognition, warmth, or understanding.

and i'm not sure what to do about that. except be patient. there are the cheap stupid solutions, and then there is patience.

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Ben! i JUST got your IM and saw that you called last night...i only now returned to my room after staying over at someone else's room. i'm SO sorry i wasn't there to talk to you. i would try calling now, but it's currently 6:30 am in Santa Fe and i figure you're probably asleep at the moment.

anwyay, i will try calling you later on today. i really, really hope you are ok, Ben. i really wish that i could have been there last night, but hopefully we can talk about it today and that will help some.

i hope you are ok, Ben.

love,
ben.