so i have definitely been finding myself utterly alone at home just about every weekend for the past few weeks...such crap ( Read more... )

so, my mother just asked why there was a transaction on my card of around $20 for gas in Corvalis, Oregon.

uh.

fuck.

i may be the smartest person i have ever met.

FUCK

note to self: do not let children have any highschool relationships. only brings PAIN.

i really don't want to go to school tomorrow. i don't want to see people. people suck.

why the fuck don't i have a hero??

what bullshit is this?

barf. i'm supposed to be writing an essay about my hero. i don't have a hero! i have people i admire, people i obsess over because their beautiful or make beautiful things but i really do not have a hero. this assignment should be a no brainer, and yet, it's 8:30 and i have two paragraphs that if materialized, would taste like uncooked cabbage. ( Read more... )

just finished having a four hour conversation with my dearest (jessica). half was disscussing life in uruguay (lets just say it was a complete success) and half was discussing our near future (errr, being seniors, dealing with being uncomfortable etc.) basically jessica is my life. i mean...who needs a boyfriend to talk to at all hours of the ( Read more... )

ahhhhh july 22, 2006 setlist for pearl jam at the gorge (first night ( Read more... )

why do i refuse to be intellectual?

what makes me not care about religion, politics, world events and be constantly ignorant about everything?

all it does is make me hate myself.

fuck.

actually i do care. i just hate talking about it. because i never feel i have enough facts to back up any of my beliefs, no matter how strong they are.

still.

so lately has been mellow but highly enjoyable. i've mostly just been moseying around...reading, watching endless episodes of conan and mythbusters and centering my week around so you think you can dance. but there have been incredible "this is THE summer" type highlights. like park hopping with deena, jess and mallory. and going swimming with ( Read more... )

today was beautiful.

i'll do my best to get deena's pictures up asap.

andrew, i'm gonna send you a.....

box of cookies! oh yeah!

i wish all of you the best of summers. i cannot wait to see what wordly people you'll come back as.

exciting!

i love you all.

--erica

so i have given up on my brain ( Read more... )