The fear of losing, of slipping away.

[timelesslullaby]

I feel empty. I think it's PMS kicking in.

You know, life in a simple and metaphoric manner is like a walk along the park. Sometimes the roads are just straight and never-ending, where there is no other alternate paths. So we just walk through them, accept whatever obstacles that may come in our path, deal with them, and move on. And then, there

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[timelesslullaby]

yeahhh all the good and bad moments we had tgt the past 3 years

haha i wish i can, but parents may be against me flying with friends for now pfft... must come back asap after your studies k!! and we can continue to 'discuss the perplexities of life and question our existence and trash talk'

[janelle_]

sorry i'm such a horrible friend!!! i have never really been the reflective sort, always wanting to run away from the realities of life and other life forms and aliens that might exist such that in the end i force you to keep your scary thoughts to yourself. don't be so depressed ah!! you can still call me out you know. . . just that sometimes i might forget and be a bit nua and lazy hahaha. oh man, your current job is good for your resume btw. my resume will only read girlfriend next time.

[timelesslullaby]

but sometimes i want more myself-time to do other things than admin work srsly hah

and noooooo i'm not blamiing you at all for us not meeting! you're not a horrible friend! it's actually my own fault that i havent asked you out, that's why i'm damn sian. and no scary thoughts, i'm just the opposite of what you claim to be. always worrying a little too much about the realities in life. haha catch you soon k!!