The true tests of Friendship

[timelesswonder]

Right now, friendships are meaning very little to me. I take pretty much everything that everyone says with a grain of salt. I've waited now for about a month, just to see if anyone cared enough, like they always say they do. I haven't gotten one phone call, not one letter, not one e-mail, and just about no IMs... not even just to say hi. It's

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I owe a huge apology

[timelesswonder]

When I wrote this, I was thinking of you- the fact that I haven't gotten in touch with you at all since before Thanksgiving. I tried to call Monday night just to say hi, and I do have a letter out now... so you will get one within the next week. I'm sorry... I don't have any excuse for it, but thanks for being there- and know that you've always been a friend. Maybe you're right... I've thought that way sometimes, about just letting go and moving, cause maybe it might be the best thing. But, before I came home, it wasn't like this- people seemed to care, I actually heard from people... then I get here, and it's a complete 180... and I never hear from anyone- wouldn't that make you wonder too? In any case, life goes on, this is just something I have to get through, whether it be just letting go, or getting the problems resolved.

Thanks

[timelesswonder]

Thanks for the help, it means a lot... times are just tough right now, that's all... I'll keep you updated on things are going, and you keep me updated on your life :)
I hope you have an awesome time tomorrow- it should be interesting, I'd do it with you, I'm crazy enough- but I'm not up in Maine- no ocean or water around here :( It kinda stinks when you can't just take 5 min. drive to get to water.
I'll give you a call this weekend sometime... wait until I call so you don't get charged long-distance. Hopefully the rest of your world goes well, take care Lindsy.
I have to count my blessings and thank god for the people who are always there... Anthony, especially you... there's going to be disappointments and let-downs all through life, but it's getting past them, never giving up and getting on with life.