I have made up my mind of not going to hong kong with dance. Sorry to all my friends & to ms chen. Enjoy yourself there & who knows, i may just pop out at disneyland to find you guys. :D
Few days ago, I am still looking forward to going hk. But now, I am not looking forward & is wanting not to go. I am scare that if I make the decision of not going, I'll regret. No idea what I should do.
I have been thinking for days, esp when I'm alone. I find myself regretting all the decisions I make. Idk why. Maybe all this are fated, & it cannot be help. There's no turning back now I know, & I will just live through it. Maybe that's the best cure. Hopefully everything will turn out to be better.
The big big poster of BF3 at plaza is like so damn tempting that I go and see everyday. I think I will turn crazy one day and just walk there, and see the poster then go home. I am enduring super hard cos it looks is too nice. I just hope November faster come. Omg.