im hopeing life some how twists

[timesbeheld]

i gave it to alex. so i hope i can get better. drawinh used to work. i could draw and i would be better. but now the onlt thing that works is seeing blood dripping down my arm. last night thats all i could see. is the blood. on my leg dripping down my arm. that was my anger my saddnes. those small red lines that were so warm yet so cold. i didnt

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[asingleredrose]

I love you hunnie!!!!

You know i'm always here for you.....1-313-549-1116 call me anytime!!!!!

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[timesbeheld]

mar i love you SO much. liek i said to lyz. we are all born works of art. and you are both master pieces. both of you are awesome people. and i love both of you crazy! ^_^

[asingleredrose]

Awwww i love you lol.

Hahaha i love you like a fat kid loves cake lol.

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[timesbeheld]

oh ya! gotta love the cake!

[cvwormerskid]

that is the sweetest thing i have ever seen. That is addorable, but you cant trust Alex w/ it either. He probally cuts as much as you do. I have seen him and i think that you probally have too. You shouldnt of given it to him, ANYONE but him.

[timesbeheld]

if he does it I'LL KILL HIM BEFORE HE CAN KILL HIMSELF!

[cvwormerskid]

i am cutting again too. the only thing that stopped me was alex. but now he thinks that i am sycho and wont even talk to me. so i am back into it again. you kno if you want to talk sometime and like alex isnt around or something you kno i am always here. after the hole alex thing i cut so bad and deep i thought that i was going to die. PRESSURE works.

[cvwormerskid]

right i have to leave my number i am dumb. 313 319 7333

[timesbeheld]

you shouldnt ok. so dont. i stopped and i will help you. at least im trying. im going to tell my therapist tommorrow. i really think i should. yay ^_^ i have your number *dances happy* you know he doesnt really think you a phsyco. yeah he says it, but i really dont think he means it. i think he just feels weird. i really cant say though. im not him. but i have the feeling that he really doesnt think that.

[cvwormerskid]

can i have yours? you kno your #. And if he doesnt hate me then why wont he even talk to me if he doesnt hate me it would help if i knew that too. please at least try to get him to call me it would make my day. i am not going to call him cuz that would me that he might not want to talk to me. so, i want to talk to him but i cant. there is nothing worse than wanting something that you cant have. i admit i think about him all the time BUT i think that i am over him enough to the exstent that i can talk to him w/out criing and cutting afterward.

Dont do that

[sex_queen_69]

i know u probely got alot of this already but dont do it. you will regret it in the future.... i know i have. call me if u need me ok? instead of cutting next time just let urself cry. it really helps get alot of pain out. that should help and if u need more suggestions ask ur doctor or i could give u some more.
Be good
Luv ya,
Michele

[cvwormerskid]

Have to talked to Alex yet?
I might call you tonight so see what is going on?
Sound ok?

[cvwormerskid]

you***

[cvwormerskid]

Oh well i cant cuz u are talking to alex....

[cvwormerskid]

ok maybe you arnt