strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard, their shadows setting in the night.

Aug 03, 2005 16:16

I think my hopes are too high for junior year. I keep thinking everything will fall into place during the course of the year, when in reality all it will be is SATS and work and stressing out over colleges and fighting with everyone and having no free time ( Read more... )

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blaame_cupid August 3 2005, 22:15:48 UTC
no one really knows how until you have to deal with it.
I get depressed about little things too.
I've cried over dumb things way harder then i have when dealing with death.
its weird.
Its basically because you can't except someone is dead.
oh god, im pessimistic about junior year too.
im scared to death.

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rockinrobyn89 August 4 2005, 02:28:47 UTC
me too...im crazilly scared that im going to fail everything and have crazy breakdowns all the time. buttttt we get to go to prom! without someone older than us! woooooo!!! annnnnddd i think we totally need to hang out b/c i havent seen you in everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr anddd yeah.

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timeslikethose August 4 2005, 03:57:22 UTC
hmm. i'm not sure if i'm gonna go to prom this year if i don't have a date
not sure yet
so lets hope i get a date hahah

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_bhbiadlel_ August 4 2005, 12:32:47 UTC
After talking to you last night, I thought about this, and realized...
that once you've had to deal with death, you at first feel like the most vulnerable thing on the planet but soon realize that you need to be strong for everyone around. So, of course you'd be depressed about the situation but you're not going to totally crumble, because you can't.

Does that make sense?
i don't know
love <33

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