Four Goals for the Summer ( Read more... )

The week in Cabo San Lucas, Mexico was without a doubt the best week of my life. Alyssa and I established a routine quickly: wake up, go to the pool, lay out, get drinks, go in and get ready for dinner, eat dinner with her family, meet up with our friends at the pool/hot tub, sit on our porch until around midnight, sleep. Amazing ( Read more... )

I'm back from Cabo.
I feel like I'm dying.
I can't really process thoughts right now.
I've never felt this way before, like a piece of my insides have been removed and taken to Montana.
This entry probably doesn't make sense.
I'll explain later when I can give the trip the justice it deserves.

Most of my really close friends have gone away to foreign countries or cities for a while, so I've been hanging with a different group ( Read more... )

I have to admit, I want him really bad. But I think giving into that would do more harm than good. Hey, it's the summer, and whatever happens now doesn't have to become a big deal. I'm just worried that if something happens, things won't be able to go back to how they were.

I've never seen a more familiar greeting than that exit sign. I didn't know how welcoming they could be.

I just had this really long talk with Erica about our commitment problems. She's been with her boyfriend since spring break, and she thinks she loves him but she wants freedom. And I can't be with someone for more than a month without freaking out. We decided we're both scared to death of commitment. We have no idea why. And that scares me so much ( Read more... )

Four Goals for the Summer:

1} read The Great Gatsby and Catch 22

2} get more creative

3} get in shape!

4} learn to cook

YESSS I AM PUMPED.

The Alibi show was last night. Lots of Centennial and River Hill kids there. Small club called the Funkbox in Baltimore. Good thing Sarah used to be my best friend, because it got me into the VIP room/dressing room for the band. It was nice, just sitting there with the band, because of the excitement and relief that the show went well and the rush ( Read more... )

I can't even remember everything that happened yesterday; we did so much. All I know is that it was a perfect last day of school. We went swimming and got dinner and ate it in a field and just layed in the grass for hours ( Read more... )