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Jun 18, 2007 01:35

After much deliberation on the past five years, what's going on now, and what's going to happen next, I've decided ( Read more... )

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azalea_pearl June 18 2007, 07:56:46 UTC
I'm glad you're not any of those things! I wish you were online right now. I feel like having a deep intelluctal conversation about life. It's 4am though and you're most likely asleep.

About this world not wanting you, that's bullocks. Absolutely ridiculous. Never doubt yourself. Cheer up. If you start feeling "emo" do something that makes you happy. :)

I just rescued that kitten from a pine tree. Had to use a ladder and then climb up more branches. The kitten is now going to stay inside the house until further notice. Lola doesn't like it.

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timetraveljutsu June 18 2007, 16:05:11 UTC
People SAY they're glad for these things, but those same people are also the ones that tell me how their boyfriends are, explain to me why me and her (whoever she may be) will never date, and when and where I'm going to do things for them. I just take it all. Know that I'm not targeting you, but everyone in general. I grew up catering to specific women for the longest time, and it seems that my adulthood won't be much different. Obviously they're glad because, well, let's be honest. Every girl loves to have that "fall-back" guy. That one person who would never say anything bad about them, even if they had every right in the world to ( ... )

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geeksluvscience June 18 2007, 22:43:34 UTC
The bad and the unfair always happen to the good and honest. Josh I know this probably doesn't mean much coming from me because I have a boyfriend, but you are a great, kind, and caring man, and I don't understand why so many woman treat you like they do. Sometimes I wish I could do something aout it, but then I realize it really isn't within my control. A part of me will always regret not getting to know you better a few years ago but what is done is done and... well I met someone. I wish you could have the same, someone who respects you and loves you for who you are... you deserve, not becaused you have been screwed over previously by other women just because you just do, because you aren't an asshole like so many other guys... with their "I'm macho attitudes", daddy's money and car and the more girls they fuck... they cooler they are. I commend you for being and stayign a good guy.

-Charity

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timetraveljutsu June 19 2007, 03:44:18 UTC
I know...I can honestly say, though, that if John wasn't such an awesome guy, that me and him are cool with each other, and I have a ton of fun with you and his friends, I'd be on SAFARI. But seeing as I think he's one of the coolest people alive (even if he does diss my car...ugh), I really don't want to do a thing.

I think I'll always regret not getting to know you better and not going after you when I had the chance. But, for the present, I'll smile knowing I pwned everyone in Smash Bros. and Mario Party 5 and look forward to the next time all of us hang out. Because, even though I get really emo when I see girls that I could really like with other guys, I can say with total honesty that that night was one of the most fun nights I've had in ages. I felt safe and happy with all you guys, and that is worth a lot as well...almost as much as love.

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geeksluvscience June 20 2007, 14:21:10 UTC
I'm gld you all get along! The guys said they want to hang out again sometime.

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catteyes June 20 2007, 00:16:28 UTC
It takes time to find the right person. Personally I think that the bad experiences prepare you for finding the relationship that's going to make you happy, they help you appreciate it even more. I hope you understand what I'm saying and don't give up on women. We do want a good man who won't lie to us or play us. I think you just have to be patient and know that you deserve a good woman. You'll find one.

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