ok so i feal like i've once again gotten into the whole school thing. i'm really having a good time and realized that if you take interesting classes, then reading the text can actually be sorta fun. i woke up late today and had like 15 minutes to eat breakfast. right after classes i went to cafe paradiso with matt but it was closed and so we went ( Read more... )

excelent, the time has begun to once again, update. jeeze, starting back up again is always the hardest part. i've decided to take a new aproach to the way i write my journal entries. i've decided to take some advice from Rhet105 and not only to write me reactions and opinions to things that happen, but also to analyze them to find their concrete ( Read more... )

bleh, i'm never doing anything with boys again. it feels too shitty afterwards. you know, i really can't mess around with boys without feelings getting involved. ok so it's back to the prude joey. bleh ( Read more... )

i went to a gay conference in St. Lois this weekend. it was very exciting. i'm all fired up with gay activism. yes, i guess i did slut it up once at the conference. that makes three so far since college started. meh, whatchagonnado? i met the most amazing woman at gay conference. her name is doria roberts. she has inspired me to once again nurture ( Read more... )

Yeah, today could litterally be the worst day of my life. I'm grieving for the country right now. I don't even know how to express the things i'm feeling. I feel raped. I feel like my rights are being trampled on and no one cares. I feel like the government is waging war on it's own people. oh god, i can't finish this right now.....to be continued.

just now, this kid told me that the only reason he went home was to go to church. i then asked him why he hadn't found a church out here. he told me that there was something special about this church and he could feel the presence of god so deeply there that he just wanted to start a mosh pit. he proceeded to make mosh pit noises and funny faces. ( Read more... )

you know, i don't really know what made me decide to put down biochemistry instead of chemistry. i didn't think it would make that much difference. i guess i probably had just read about some cool thing that biochemists were working on. well anyway, it's wierd though. although its really hard work with the lab writups and the bio papers. i really ( Read more... )

smoked up, drank. i'm fucked up right now, but good news anyway: i just checked my bank account that has been in the red for a month and the loan check went through, depositing 350$ of money into my account. and i just realized that 3 weeks before school lets back in after christmas, i'll be getting another 850 more to buy books with. i love

ok, so its friday night. i got an 86% on my MCB exam. bleh. whatever, i'm going to go get to' up.

i'm really pissed off right now because hotmail hasn't been working for me for two days and i really need to get to the email that has the information for the person i bought my chem book from. it hasn't come yet and it's been like three weeks. grrr ( Read more... )