tonight was shitty for a bunch of reasons.

its been a while since ive actually written a coherent post. what the fuck happened there? my room is getting messier and my thoughts more scattered, but i bought a new razor and it helps.

i think my bikes all ready for el tour on saturday, hoping that i am too. if anyones interested in meeting me at the finish line and going for a drink or lunch ( Read more... )

this is miserable.

im sick of feeling like ive done something wrong thats screwed up our chances when i havent. and im sick of being ignored. maybe if you werent so stubborn youd let yourself be happy.

im not holding any expectations, why are you?

Missed Connections ( Read more... )

im getting tired of this.

you sigh in your sleep
i think i do to
You ain't what I'd call a friend
I wouldn't even if I could pretend
you ain't like anybody else

And I'll be waiting anxiously
And I'll be falling fast asleep

No sticks, no stones could break my bones like you can

im just looking for reciprocation
from you
and im just waiting for confirmation
of us.

ugh.

whats new.

So i'm pretty sure i got groped at club congress last night.

But it's friday! It's here at last!
hopefully a good night...

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i know exactly where i want to be tonight. i wish i could.