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Rage.
I was really full of rage today. I'm aware of my anger streak, so eventually, I realized I needed to cool off. I just, I don't know. I have these emotional states where it feels like my censor is off. Like, if someone were to cross me, I'd end up beating the shit out of them. Or, more likely, shooting my mouth off. Like I said, I'm aware of ( Read more... ) -
On Lifestyle.
I have real issues with the word "diet". It implies something temporary. Something that will change eventually. Something out of the ordinary ( Read more... ) -
Things I Did This Summer, Volume III.
My Aunt Gita's wedding was a lot of fun. Flew in Friday, mingled with family whenever I could, looked sharp for the wedding, and otherwise enjoyed myself ( Read more... ) -
Things I Did This Summer, Volume II.
I bought a suit. Oh, it sounds so simple. My readership is mostly female, so you're thinking, "Well, don't they all look pretty much the same?" Yes. Yes, they do. That's what makes it so difficult. Do I want this shade of black, or this shade of black? Do I want a cut at this angle, or this angle? My dad has been offering for weeks to go ( Read more... ) -
Things I Did This Summer, Volume I.
You know, I'm fully aware that I haven't been writing as much. A lot of it is because I don't need to vent as much as I used to. That is, the times in the past when I'd reach that point of frustration, I'd feel the need to write about it. To talk or whatever. Whereas now, I'm just fed up with bitching. In so many words, I just kind of shut up ( Read more... ) -
Things to do this summer.
Huh. I feel like I'm putting off annotating my LIST OF THINGS TO DO. Don't know why. I have the list on my phone. Hrm. I'll just make myself do it ( Read more... ) -
Exhaling.
I have no idea whether I passed my calc III final yesterday. I hope I did. There's a chance I did. There's also a chance I didn't. I did most of the problems. I also know I made some mistakes. I do know I studied my ass off ( Read more... ) -
On the Necessity of Hard Work.
This thought occurred to me when a friend innocently asked me if there was anything wrong with wanting more from her life. "Is it shallow or somehow materialistic to want to make more money? To want a better station in life?" I expounded upon the utility of materialism. As a trait, a facet, I'd argue it's necessary not only for the betterment ( Read more... ) -
AC 2012.
Changes of pace, scenery, mindset, everything, are all very important. I love routines, don't get me wrong. I'm a planner. I need to know what's going on, when it's going to happen, how I'm going to accomplish it. Even during my "spare time", I like to have a plan of action ( Read more... ) -
On Sperm.
So, random thought. We hear a lot about how when life begins, right? For some, life begins at conception, right ( Read more... )