“Say hello to your home for the next four years.” Those were the words that are burned into my mind from my first day in Ottawa. Those words were said by my friend and soon to be roommate of four years Jason Moore. To tell you the truth when he said those words to me the thought of being in Ottawa for that long made me sick. I didn't want to come ( Read more... )

When I'm in conversations and the topic of women comes up I have not hidden my feelings towards them. I would often go on long rants and deliver some amusing bitter comments about them. I'd often say that I had a genuine disliking towards the female gender. And I truly believed those words ( Read more... )

I always felt that sex was a very special thing and that the meaning of sex gets thrown away by many people. Up until a certain point in my life I had always had sex with people that I had feelings for ( Read more... )

I sometimes like being the nice guy. The naive guy. I think it's a great quality to be able to see a person for who they are and be attracted to them for some quality other than their body. I sometimes like the idea of believing that people are good and not evil. Caring and not selfish. But who the hell am I kidding, nobody is like that. Everyone ( Read more... )

When I was going through my very lonely period a little while ago a lot of people were telling me to hang in there and that somebody would come along when I least expected it. I guess somewhere inside I knew that was true but the scary part about how I was feeling. To put it bluntly I felt numb. There was nobody who sparked anything within. To me ( Read more... )

Every once and a while it is important to step back and evaluate your life. It is, sometimes, surprisingly difficult for human beings to realize whether they are happy or unsatisfied with their lives. Regardless of whether you are happy, angry or sad the question you must ask yourself is; what brought you here ( Read more... )

This comes a bit late as Valentine's day has come and gone but oh well. It's been a difficult year on hearts, not just mine but a lot of people around me. Some have been dragged through the mud, others left untouched. About a week before Valentine's day, I was feeling very bitter and lonely. Surprisingly, I didn't really feel that way on the 14th. ( Read more... )

I did more of what I have been doing a lot of lately...thinking. Today while out and about with Jen and Jeremy I thought a lot about how great it would be to leave. I guess packing up and leaving is always appealing when you are unhappy. It is so easy to think that a city or country can change your problems. But I know at the end of the day you can ( Read more... )

“Uncle Ellsworth, do people sleep a lot because they're tired or because they want to escape from something?” - Ayn Rand ( Read more... )

There are times in your life when what you believed to be true turns out to be false. These falsities could have been lies, misconceptions, or factual errors. Regardless, what will you do when you realize something you believed to be true is in fact, false ( Read more... )