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[tin_can_soldier]

i have a problem, and i need help. i dont know how to fix it. im just so afraid of being alone. FUCK YOU WESLEY. this cant possibly have anything to do with him. that was so long ago, another life. i respected myself then. i cried today, i almost got in an accident going back to battle of the bands. i put my sunglasses on. people must have known i

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[xxxpenquinxxx]

i'm sorry if any of that had to do with what we talked about yesterday. lori, i don't know what to say to you other than i have the upmost respect for you. maybe i should, maybe i shouldn't, but as far as i'm concerned, your actions are never with cruel intentions, you aren't malicious. you're a genuiune person, and i'm sorry that you feel one bad person ruined what could potentially the greatest experience of your life. i had the same thing happen to me, and eventually you find someone and it makes all the hurt and the pain inside go away. there isn't much else i can say that's going to make you feel better, i understand, but trust me that things will change once you get out of that hell hole of a school. you'll find yourself with the ability to make yourself into whoever you want to be, college gives you that power. learn to have more respect and confidence, lori, and stay away from that damn hard liquor! lol. and if ever i'm around and you feel that horrible again, just come up to me and tell me, i promise that i'll never

[heavenneedsmore]

wesley really isnt a bad person, i know that more than most anyone. he just wants different things in life. my hearts been broken and i thought the world was over, but really it wasnt. its just how you look at it. wesley would never want to hurt lori, he thinks of her as a good friend. and i think that is what it should be. no more hate, no more pain. just understanding.

[tin_can_soldier]

i do forgive wesley, i just dont forgive myself for letting him get away sometimes, its just easier to blame it on someone else, but dont even worry about it babe. you're wonderful, and as the plain white t's put it... *ahem*
HEY HEY HEY! I'M GONNA BE HAPPY SOMEDAY! lol and maybe that day is today

[heavenneedsmore]

whoa. lori, i wish i words of comfort for you, but i dont, i dont know how. i do know that you are an amazing girl and you dont need a guy to be happy, you really dont, i promise. wesley and you dated over a year ago, and i know he hurt you but the first thing you need to do in order to get better is forgive him and forget him. thats in your past you need to concentrate on your future. you are going to college. you can quit doing drugs and treating yourself with disrespect. you dont need them either. you can go to college, start fresh. take care of yourself. and meet a guy you loves you for you and not for what you may be willing to give him. set yourself new values, make sure you get treated the way you want to be. okay? cause i love you so much and it kills me to see you hurting yourself in the ways that you are. no boy should cause you the harm you are doing to your body. just think about it. and know i love you and am always here for you no matter where life takes you. you always have a home with me if you need it. i love you.

[tiptoedhands]

lori. i love you so much. sometimes i feel like i cant call you because i dont really do that much 'partying' anymore and i figure you wont want to hang out with me...so thats why i dont. when you came back to battle of the bands, i didnt know you had been crying. if i did, i would have offered an ear for sure. i have a lot of things to talk about too. i'm gonna call you right now. k. byee.

[tin_can_soldier]

hey beautiful, i need breaks from the partying scene, i saw guys and dolls tonight at ucf, it was great i highly recommend it. we should have some good clean fun sometime. lol. i got my nails done today too, it was splendid. there was also a supervillians show tonight...ive seen them so many times lol. but anyway, we'll grab lunch sometime and go shopping downtown, and it will be wonderful. it will be everything you've ever dreamed of and more!