so....last ngiht....best friends....finger eleven, chavelle, and evanescence. Best night ever last night....

I just did the scariest thing i have ever done. I sent an email to jon-basically asking straight out if there was ever going to be anything between us. It'll be interesting to see what happens.

I think I like punishing myself. Last night at speech, I went into the theatre and told Pam that I could probably help out with tech crew for “On Golden Pond”. This is without even thinking because I like theater….four years in high school should be proof of that. Anyway as I’m talking to Pam, guess who comes out on the stage. Yep…Jon Francis ( Read more... )

so, yeah...a while ago I liked Jon Francis. But after realizing that there was no way that he would ever go out with me, I told myself that I didn't like him. Thats the long story short. But now, I've found out some things about him, like the fact that he is now single, and he quit the speech team. This removes some obstacles about going out ( Read more... )

2006 just sucked ass. I'm done being stepped on, taken advantage of, and basically being a nice person. Not giving up on being nice altogether, but on being nice when things piss me off. I'm not going to be a doormat anymore. Also, I'm giving up on finding a guy. I'm pretty much done with everything that pisses me off. I'm gonna concentrate ( Read more... )

It's only 10:05, and I'm kinda drunk. Only my rent's cant know. Its all good!!!

( my xmas stocking )

I feel that I am inadequate for the college speech team. I feel like...I just shouldn't be there, but then I don't want to quit because I would let a lot of people down. At least 10...maybe more. I just have NO idea what to do. Can I just quit life??

I've joined the college speech team. Still don't quite know why, but we'll see what happens. The good thing is there's more guys on the team than girls...some very cute guys, I might mention. But anyway, I get to travel all expenses paid, plus a half tuition scholarship. I think I'm crazy, but who knows...I might become an all star and go to ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHH!! You know what I hate...just when I'm trying to STOP liking a guy, I find out things that make it that much harder ( Read more... )