& you know what, he's my new chemical imbalance in the best of ways. if this is all behavior & biology why didn't they teach us it in school because it's the best thing i've learned so far.

there's a girl in one of my class who sings about how she hurts herself at the top of her lungs.

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it's beginning to feel like spring & we better not knock this. i'm ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up with a toothache & proceeded to throw up from the pain. as of now, it's all better. so i'm home & i'm thinking maybe i should do something, get things done for once. maybe not. i'm too scared to start my self-portrait project. by the way, napoleon dynamite ruined my life. i'm tired of being called a fat lard. i am i am i am i ( Read more... )

for every action there is a positive and equal reaction. keep your ( Read more... )

I held a girl during her own apocolypse. She saw the world on fire, the brimstone, the plauges, the doom. Wet aching sobs and wet over-due confessions. I held her while her face contorted with self-dsigust and fear. Her head bent, spine arching up towards heaven as I traced it as delicately as I said, "everything will be alright, I promise." I ( Read more... )

Long story short: I feel like unicorns & milkshakes & full-belly laughs & all out sighs. I'm happy. & I like it. No, love it.

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it's gotten to the point where the words "i miss you" and "you too" is the only thing i can talk about with some people. the need for things to be documented and recorded and set apart by something tangible is getting to be more and more apparent. i don't like all these blurring of the lines and pulling of heartstrings and boundaries. sometimes, i ( Read more... )

Last week the plane crashed and burned but this time we're all just flying blind and singing at the top of our lungs. Something needs to cover this tension. Something needs to mask this impending doom. This is all so very mid-sentence, mid-thought, messy and miserable, I know, but I’m tired of forgetting to find terms for this ( Read more... )