I've been out with that guy a few times now. He is super sweet i'm just so use to being with some one i feel i have to hold back so i'm not "clingy" lol. Besides that i started to appy at jobs but i haven't heard anyting yet :/ On another note i don't want to get my hopes up but there is a program that im gonna try to go for. It's to own a house ( Read more... )

so a guy from wrk asked me out and i agreed. Tonight was our date and i think it went prety well. The two things i'm unsure is: Am i ready to get back out there? and He is only 21 :/ I feel like i'm too old for him. But i jus wanted to say i'm doing good and hopefuly i can keep up the good progress. Night!

I hate being alone cuz i have time to think and than i do stupid things. This stupid thing i did tonight actualy made me feel a lot better but i feel like i should get far away from me.I decided to lerk a fb to see how him and his family were doing. I guess to put me to shame. Instead i was surprised to see he is no longer with his wife but has ( Read more... )

I'm watching this silly show that i love to watch. I can't believe that you would sit and actually get in to this show with me. Makes me miss you so much and wonder what happened. it's the little things that take me back to thinking about good times. And knowing that all are good days are now you spending it with someone else. I wish i could be ( Read more... )

I'm 25 and at home on a friday night and normaly i work late or have to get up early so it's no big deal. but tomorrow i don't work till 1 and i got out at 3 today. So i have had nothing to do tonight :/ I did read some of my chem book tonight i still need to work out but besides that i have nothing else to do. I hate that jess and ross moved so ( Read more... )

My friend needs a roomate and i told her i would move in with her but, i have two dogs so a normal place is out of the picture. I need a back yard and it's so hard to find a place. So stressful. I also want to find a new better paying job. Oh and i have two classes i'm taking. FML it's like i don't have anything to worry about and that all at once ( Read more... )

I envy my friend. She is not small at all but she manages to get tons of guys. I'm not trying to jump in to any relationship but it would be nice to know that i'm attractive. So i'm on my way like i have said tons of times before to get in shape. I'm so tired of not being comfortable in my own skin. I refuse to date until i'm happy with myself. I ( Read more... )

I don't even want to say what is going with me. Untill it is over and done with i don't want to jink anything. I will talk about why i think such bad fortune is on me. I may not believe in god but i believe in karma. I was wishing with all of me bad things on a person. And than instead bad things bit me in the butt. I pretty much asked for it. I ( Read more... )

March was hell and i feel it's not over but i think i can make it. My fiance left and called off the wedding and my cousin died. I knew she was feeling bad but i never thought i would never see her again. I'm glad i didn't see her in the hospital with the breathing tubes and ivs in her i think i would just have that image haunt me. Instead i ( Read more... )

Blah i turn 25 in 3 days. Not happy about that :/ I don't have people to hang out with so i'm gonna have a sad day to myself. I am back to were i was again not married no kids and no real job. I found out that my ex got a DUI this weekend. I'm so disapointed in him. I feel like for him it's all down here from that. I hope i'm wrong but knowing ( Read more... )