Why does life seem like such a dream right now, like everything that is happening to me is out of my control? I'm fighting with a friend, falling for a guy that I wouldn't have usually pictured myself with, I'm staying at home more and more, and branching out less and less. What's wrong with me? Jason thinks that I am "growing up" faster than ( Read more... )

When I think about this weekend, it's seems so long, nut I really didn't so that much, or at least that much that had a point. Wednesday my mom and I had a movie night, but does it really count as my mom and I, because she fell asleep like two minutes after we started the first movie. It must suck being old. Anyway... Thursday was spent on the ( Read more... )

Wow, this night couldn't have sucked more. Aside from the fact the my parents were complete ass wholes the entire night, I just was never happy doing anything. Elena, Sophia, and I thought we would go trick or treating, our costumes however were more lame than a fat man trying to hit on a super model. We got bored with it after like two houses, so ( Read more... )

My last entry was like three weeks ago, I guess I just haven't had the time to write, not like anything extremely exciting has happened so ( Read more... )

So, had a pretty crappy weekend. One would think that it would have been good, a football game friday night followed by a sleep over a elena's that was a little more than i bargained for, saturday was slept away, and sunday was too much to handle. I've just had a lot on my mind, that has put me in a depressing mood. Sophia had me spill to her this ( Read more... )

I haven't made an entry in a really long time, with all of the last minute summer reading homework to be done, band, and school starting, I just haven't had the time to write. But as I finally got the chance to go on my computer tonight, I was going through some e-mails, when I found this from Natalie. She sent it on the first day that she was by ( Read more... )

The past few days have been spent working on my summer assignments, and it feels as though I have barely made a dent in my work load. I am sick of reading for hours on end, that all could have been summed up in a few paragraphs. And I have just finished my first chapter of grammar today. The most dissapointing part is that I still have seven more ( Read more... )

Nobody realizes how fast life really passes by. This world, this universe has been in existence for so long, that our time in the big picture, is merely a blink of actual reality. One moment of happiness is quickly washed away by the continuing rush of time, that can never be reversed back to those happier times, when you could play for hours on ( Read more... )

So yesterday the badn went DCI, and it kicked butt. It was so amazing, I don't have any words to describe it. But on another note... on the bus ride there, we watched Grease, and I don't know. I was on the same bus that I was on for Dc, we watched Grease on the way home from dc, meaning..., and when this song came on, I couldn't take it anymore. I ( Read more... )

I have survived two days of band camp, and I already have major tan lines. I'm tired, and loving every shower I take, hey, that sounds like Wanakee. Also I was kid napped tonight by Sophia, Ben, Mike, and Chris! We then went to Elena's house, threw sticks at her window until she came down, and then hung out in her front yard until Ben had to go ( Read more... )