sometimes life just isn't easy.... :-/

well jeffery's surgery went ok. he's in a lot of pain now. and i feel so bad for him. he's always in pain. poor thing, i wish i could take all his pain away from him. if i could i would. and on top of things he flipped REALLY bad this past weekend. probably one of the worst flips i've ever seen. it scared me so much. it scared him pretty bad as ( Read more... )

i love my life at this point. well everything xpt my job i'll explain that later. i have a wonderful fiance that i am madly in love with and that loves me just as much. it's such a wonderful feeling and i love it. it's like everyday i fall more and more in love with him. he's the one that i want to spend the rest of my life with. and i can't wait ( Read more... )

man, i think that this wedding thing is gonna be a lot more than i thought. we're in the process of finding a place. we're narrowing it down to 3 places. and i picked out a theme!! it's going to be hearts... like the 2 hearts that are linked together. i've got my colors picked out!! i guess after the racing season is over is when i'm going to start ( Read more... )

I'M SO GLAD THAT IT'S FRIDAY! some nice alone time w/my fiance tonight w/some drinky drinky... then wedding tomorrow. then some more alone time w/him tomorrow night. we're in love, it's a fact! he has requested alone time with me tonight. prolly to get me drunk and take advantage of me ;-) j/k he wouldn't do that, although i'd prolly let him!!

i feel like my head is going to explode! it hurts so freakin bad!

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man i haven't updated in a while. i've been so busy doing other stuff i guess. instead of being on LJ 24-7 i'm looking at wedding stuff 24-7. although i have calmed down a little bit. i guess it's normal to look at wedding stuff the first week you get engaged. i'm still all giddy and everything like that, and i'm sure i will be for the next year. ( Read more... )

I'm now off the market permanently ( Read more... )

today i'm 21. FINALLY 21! i'm legal now! i'm going to cheesecake factory tonight w/my parents and the in-laws. (well one day they'll be in-laws) i can't wait! i don't want to be here at work at all. i'd rather be at home, in my bed w/jeffery there next to me. that would be the perfect birthday. but something tells me this will be the best b-day ( Read more... )

i'm so freakin stoked that my happy 21st birthday is next tuesday! i'm tired of always being they young one and never being able to drink when everyone else can! and i'm so glad that i've got a guy who doesn't mind if i have a drink on my happy 21st birthday! i love him so much. i especially love it when he wakes me up in the mornings!! ;-) and i ( Read more... )