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[tinerbeaner711]

I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break, when it wasn’t even whole to start with

i hate pretending to be this person that im not.  always smiling and laughing, when inside im crying

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[anonymous]

i understand you tina!!! if i could tell you it would get better i would...but i dont wanna lie to you...and im not sure if it ever does...but im almost positive things eventually fall into place. i miss "him" sooooo soooo much...and its the hardest when im actually sitting there next to him...it'll be okay tho...we'll talk about it..i luv u hun.._Sarah