i swear to god everytime i see him i get my hopes up, so far up that it turns my stomach. i honestly know that he doesnt have a clue about what i would do for him. im not always going to be there for him to turn to when he doesnt have anyone else. i refuse to let myself be there anymore, for no reason at all, even when he doesnt ask for it. im sick ( Read more... )

A Desired SCREAM: that makes it so much more emo ( Read more... )

YESS!!!!!!! gregory is home and we just hung out. we went to the mall, and we chilled with devin for a bit in zumiez, then talked to matt or something, he was funny with his FBI agent phone.... i heard danie was in the area but i didnt see her.... aww how sad. jenn is away. depressing. i miss her randomness. i also miss nic and j-ditty. they are ( Read more... )

ok so this is the new journal, jenn helped me get one when she attended the fake party at my house. holler ( Read more... )