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[tinhdieu]

it's at the point in time when you decide what's gonna be your choice of life... should i die or wait to see what happens.. I'm really sorry all of you if this happens to be my last entry... what's the point of a family if all they can do is lead you to craziness? well i personally don't know... I am really really sorry if i lose my ehad and end it

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[priklypineapple]

Ngoc, right now the only thing I want is a place for you to be happy. I want you to be able to find it, but please... find it here. You've still got friends that love you more than you know. I don't know how you view your parents, but I'm sorry they can't be more supportive of you. I, as well as many others, support you. We support your life above all. Please keep it. You're a gift to the world, Ngoc. You can't see it now, but one day you'll be happier. You won't live under your parents' roof. You won't have to abide their rules. You'll have your own life. You'll make some guy feel like he's the luckiest person in the world one day. You'll have a great job, great kids. They'll all go to good schools. They could be the top of all their classes or failing every single one. You'd love them all the same. And you'd make sure they knew they were loved. You make me feel better about myself every time I see you, believe it or not. I see you, and I see you smile, and I think "Wow, she looks like the most content person in the world.". No lie,

[laeri9]

GOSH NGOC! DON'T GO THROUGH WITH THIS! I HOPE YOU READ THIS BEFORE YOU TRY ANYTHING. SERIOUSLY NGOC...DON'T DO THIS. I HOPE YOU'RE NOT TESTING THE LOVE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU!! SEE..NGOC! COME ON!! DON'T DO IT. I LOVE YOU?! ISN'T THAT ENOUGH FOR YOU?? BESIDES THAT, I CAN COUNT MANY MORE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU....DON'T YOU THINK IT KINDA MEAN TO LEAVE ALL THE ONES WHO LOVE YOU IN PAIN??!?!? EVERYONE WOULD MISS YOU...WE NEED YOU NGOC...DON'T DO ANYTHING!!!

[laeri9]

Gosh..I typed in all caps...I didn't mean to do that.....but I want you to understand you're hurting people, as well as yourself. If you kill yourself, you'll probably be cheating the life of your children and the love of your future life. PLUS, things that happen happen for a reason eh? *cries* DON'T DO IT!

I tried to call your cell phone 20 minutes ago! No one answered...I'm afraid to call your house! NGOC, I swear!! You'd better not do this! I'd never forgive you!! You hear me?? NEVER! Don't do it! DON'T do it...

And if I find out 4 days from now, that you're ok and you just happened to be hiding from everyone, I'll be soo hurt. Ngoc. We, your friends, can help. Just tell us your problem. There is help for everything... please..just don't do it. *cries*

Ngoc this is Gena

[anonymous]

Ngoc..please dont go through with this. there are SO SO many people who love you! please Ngoc dont do this!!! you have SO MUCH to live for!! you are such a great person so unique and caring Ngoc please please PLEASE dont kill yourself. i would be SO heartbroken to not have you in my life please Ngoc!! i love you SO much!!

[laeri9]

Gosh! It's almost 12:00. NGOC!! WHERE ARE YOU?!?! DoN'T DO IT! !!! GRRR *cries* Don't do it...don't do it....

[laeri9]

GOD NGOC! I've posted 4 times with no reply!! THAT NEVER HAPPENS... NGOC!??! You're dampering any Christmas cheer I had?!! *cries*

[laeri9]

NGOC!!!!

[moongirl3000]

ngoc, please tell me nothing has happened to you. i think i may kill myself if you die. i couldn't stand it! i've felt like killing myself before 2.. but dude, i worked though it. you can 2.... i love you ngoc don't go, you're only person that kinda likes me. come on. *sniff* call me and tell me you're alright

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