Soo, I am extremely exhausted right now from waking up early to go run over 2 miles around campus, playing relay games all afternoon (in the beautiful weather!), and then studying for hours afterwards, but it was all totally worth it. I'm really glad I went out and had fun with my sorority sisters today instead of locking myself up inside all day ( Read more... )

( the perfect song when you fall for a perfect stranger :) )

It's starting to dawn on me how much money I am going to need to do all the things I want to do this summer. It might be time to put some serious consideration into getting a job ( Read more... )

I'm realizing more and more that being in love is really freaking weird. I'm not sure how someone who hurt me so much and who continues to (unintentionally) make me feel sad because I can't be with him is the one person in this world whose presence in my life brings me the most happiness. It seems like the feelings associated with being in love ( Read more... )

So, I'm officially going to China this summer! :) I got the acceptance e-mail the other night and I'm totally psyched. I hate to sound so emo because overall I absolutely love my life and I think I'm a pretty lucky lady in general, but this past year has just been making me feel pretty bumtacular. I really, really need this trip to just get ( Read more... )

"Your personality is fueled by the fascination you feel for life."

I feel that's a pretty accurate description of my personality. :)

Life just seems so much more bearable when the weather is this nice.

I don't understand why I have been given the capability of attracting boys, but I don't have the ability to get over a boy when others who are interested come around. I've seen so many other girls my age do this. Why can't I? I want to move on, finally. I don't know what's keeping me from doing that. I'm hurt and I'm sad. You'd think my heart ( Read more... )

When I talk to my friends about him, they always make me realize how stupid I keep acting. Even though I tell myself I won't keep giving in to my feelings, I can't seem to help it. I guess I just keep hoping that something is going to change all of a sudden. But, I know nothing will. I know it. I really don't understand myself very much lately ( Read more... )

Once in a while I have moments when I feel my heart completely melt like it did before. I will take that 3-second moment and play it back in my head time and time again for days just to get that feeling again. I know that that moment was nothing really shared on both sides, but just some beautiful delusion I let myself get caught up in. I just ( Read more... )