thx 2 u aswell laura as ur always there 4 me... luv u huni <3 xxxxxxxx

still alone... still bored... but comforted by all... and told i was not a cunt and that i'm a close friend exactly wen i needed it... thx marge <3 xxx...meh i'll b ok... i jus need 2 find sum1... but that always seems 2 go rong 4 me..... ach well... 1 of the ppl i pulled on saturday seems kl... i'm seeing her on saturday.... so i can talk 2 her ( Read more... )

uhhh... dunno wot 2 put cos this weeks bn pretty boring apart from saturday wen i was in town and saw my tinkerbell <3, laura <3, Rebecca, hainy and ppl... so was gd..... spent way 2 much on booze..... and didnt even get pissed enuf :(..... but ach well...twas fun.... altho i had 2 go 2 mish 2 meet up wif a friend from peebles who was gettin the ( Read more... )

Well i'm happy etc. jus a shame other ppl r'nt :(...well if ne of u wanna tlk then i'm here 4 u... it jus feels weird bein the happy 1 wif ppl around me bein depressed etc... cos 4 the last while i've bn depressed wif them... ach well...

well i ok now... *hugs* soz stuff didnt go well between u and alex... and *hugs* dont start contemplating stuff agen huni as we wud all miss u, there is no doubt of that. i got my nu fone... and ummm... thats bout it actually :s

spose i can deal wif not bein 4given yet but ok i'll unblock u now... if thats wot u want neways

ah yesterday was ok... me, laura and rebbeca went drinkin.... man i'm bored of vodka now tho... i've had it way 2 much... neways... yea so after that we went 2 the mish... and left about quarter past 8... laura was really pissed off and i cudnt b fukd wif the mish etc... so we went and tlkd 4 a while.... then went home...

since u'll probably b reading this i'll hav 2 tell u this... i dont no wot u've bn told or nething... but all i can say is i am v sorry 4 nething and everything... i dont like the feeling of having 2 avoid talking 2 u and stuff... its like i used 2 tlk 2 u bout all my problems wenever i nded sum1 2 tlk 2 like wif that bobbi stuff... but 2nite i ( Read more... )

well i cant b fukd wif this nemore... ach well... everytime i try 2 b nice i am accussed of lieing or sumfin 2 that effect y do ppl think i always hav sum secret agenda... argh... neways i dont wanna tlk so there... i can care... and meh

ah peebles is so boring lol.. nuthin 2 do... well i may go 2 edinburgh 2moro... may not... and hopefully there will b ppl in town... uh yeah so... atleast i aint depressed :>... thats aways a gd thing