Death sucks

[tinkcool]

Today I found out that someone I used to work with died in a car accident late Sunday night. How sucky is that to start your day off. I was waiting for someone else to die, I know it sounds bad, but it always happens in threes, and Tim's dad died, then my great aunt Helen died, so I knew another was coming. But it's not easy. Today's just been kind

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[goobercrow]

Can I just say that sometimes you worry me? I don't want you to get angry with me, but sometimes I feel like you aren't that same girl that gave me a backbone. Death does suck, I am so sorry for that. It is odd but true about the whole 3's thing isn't it? I miss you, and you know that I have that email account through gmail, maybe we should do some more serious contact through there? It is a suckie way to so it, but I don't know if you and I have much more of an option. It seems like it is hard for it to be just the two of us. Please don't read any of this the wrong way, I have nothing but love and care for you in my heart. You just seem (from what little I see) to be really down a lot lately. I love you, sometimes more than anything I think. Let me know what you think, okay? Cheer up, watch some happy gilmore girls before you sleep. It's nice for that and makes for interesting dreams. I love you.

[tinkcool]

I did almost call you last night, but then there was back to back Gilmore Girls so watched those instead, which always does help cheer me up. It's just hard, I miss him. He was one of those guys who always made you laugh, always had something funny to cheer you up with, we used to meet up for lunch cause he worked downtown on another project and I'll miss that. I did talk to mom last night, she called, so that helped some too. We're getting back to almost normal again.

And you don't need to worry about me, just seems like this summer has been hard with lots of bad things happening, but things will pick up and I'll be fine, I always am :)

[goobercrow]

okay... well that's good about mom at least. she always gets upset when I go to see her at her work.