Well i woke up this morning and as i looked at myself in my reflection i thought whats so special about me . Why do i always have to think less of myself . Why do i always end up getting hurt by other people im tired of it all . I just want the pain to go away and for once live in happiness for a few months thats all i ask . I remember there was a ( Read more... )

This weekand i went to see my Boyfriend. Yes he isnt in tucson but how i met him is a long story. I drove up there with my friend christine. We got up really early and we were being goofy the whole time and talking . When we got there we went to his house to meet up with him. I met his Sisters Kid she is so adorable she was kinda shy. she still let ( Read more... )

Alright there is something new to say i have a boyfriend now his name is Kevin. I Like him more for his personality then looks. Cause every time i go for the really good looking ones it always ends bad there always assholes. Kevin is cute but what really makes me like him is the fact he can make me lauph and i can be me around him and he doesnt ( Read more... )

All right I know this is going to be really random to some of you but its something that happened at work. That’s all I can say really I spend most of my time there and all my stories happen there. So yesterday I was talking to Raul and he was telling me how I have a way to communicate with other carryouts. We started to talk about some of the ( Read more... )

Alright i was at work yesterday and this cute guy was in the store and everytime i went by he would look at me . then as i walked off i could still feel his stare . Then when it was time for him to buy his things. i did everything like i would any other customer and offered help out. Then he was all smileing and told me not to work to hard. then ( Read more... )

Valintines day turned out alright. Kyle gave me a little teddy bear cause he knew that i didnt like valintines. Which it was nice to get something. Now when we went to his locker his ex girlfriend went along. why the hell would she do that it was a special moment especially for kyle and emily . that makes me mad that she would do something like ( Read more... )

This morning it was funny emily was really hyper she is excited about the concert tonight. So that made PE fun cause when people are hyper they get me to be hyper with them ( Read more... )

Alright there isnt anything interesting that happened to me in the past few days. But lets start off with valentines day . That does gonna suck im fine right now but i know when the moment comes that i am gonna feel sad and not want to go out at all . Knowing that im single and i dont like valentines because of it . But oh well . it was cute how ( Read more... )

There isnt to much to say about yesterday. Except the fact that each day there is something new that we fight about. or as she likes to call it discussing but is it really that when we are yelling at one another. eh who knows . Well i really do hope this thing with my dad and phx comes through. Cause sometimes its really hard to live with my mom ( Read more... )

Alright for yesterday nuttin much happened . When i was online AJ came online and he was talking to the girl he likes. and i hope that it works out for him. All i want is to see my friends happy. I know it seems silly to say but i mean it ( Read more... )