I want to quit smoking. But smoking has almost become part of my identity. Quitting smoking seems like I have to give up all of my social activities. It's not just the drinking, it's just going out in general. ALL of my friends smoke cigarettes, my boyfriend smokes. Am I suppose to give that up too? ugh...  why the fuck did I think that smoking was ( Read more... )

I think hat LJ is the best social networking website. So, Im going to start updating again.

On second thought every paragraph i wrote i erased cause i feel dumb.

That is all

I LOVE PRISON BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As embarssing as my past livejournal posts were I enjoyed reading them in a weird kind of way.

School is almost over. I am tres excited about that.

Bleeehhhhhhhhhhhh

I'm glidin' in the beautiful sky,
it's such a clear day.
Go ridin' in,
your sweet lullabies,
come fly away.

I feel like being reckless. Though I also feel like being reckless. Sometimes I miss blowing rails and poping pills and feeling invisciable.

HAPPPPPYYYY ST PATTIES/

I have a giant booger in my nose.

big ups.

so im a crazy bitch. Ohhh man. I ruined my boyfriends 19th birthday. woooooow....

i fucking hate alcohol and stupid drunk people ( Read more... )

Another thing to add to the list of things my body can not handle...

Hard Liquor.

ugh this makes me mad i get interweb on my fucking ipod.
bbut my computer... deciedes to stop working.

Screw you techonogy.